I tried.

I swear I have really tried to keep in touch with you. I have tried my best to stay by your side. Because the last thing I want is to lose you.
But I'm exhausted. So if you don't take my hand, I won't hold yours.

This makes me feel so damn sad.

Nobody said it was easy. I knew it and I didn't care. But... no one ever said it would be so hard.