Giving up.

I give up with this blog. I've been trying so hard for a long time to make someone, anyone check it out but everything I've done hasn't been enough. It seems that when I changed it, trying to make it brighter in every possible way -cause I needed to move on with my life- everything got worse. Every fucking time I try to do something right, it just goes to waste.

I don't know what's the problem, even if I honestly believe it's mine.

Do you really hate me, huh?

For so long, everytime I update this blog I feel like the most pathetic person all around the world, and for this next 2012, I don't want to keep feeling like that. I need people to respect me, because there's not a fucking person that has ever done it.

You can't imagine how hard it is.

I was gonna change it in a while to make it not just for my thoughts and stuff like that, I was going to put things related with music, books and films, I was even going to make them in Spanish and English so everybody could understand. But I don't think it is worth it. No one fucking cares about me, no one has and no one will ever do.

I guess I'm meant to failure.

I'm sorry if there has been some ghost visitor who has read everything in here -which I honestly don't think so-, but it hasn't been enough, as I'm not enough.

When I changed the url to the blog, it wasn't because I was just looking for a new one, it was because I meant it. Now you've verified it. Thank you?

I... I can't.