My life is a fucking mess right now. I can't stand it, I have no more strenght. I can't continue smiling because I don't have reasons to do it. But Raquel is always smiling, taking care about everybody and she can't be downed.
I'm fucking tired of all this things. NOW I'M DOWN. I don't want to smile, because it will be ABSOLUTELY FAKE, nobody has the right to force me to do it but everybody's doing it.
Now... All that I want is be alone, get my head in my studies, pass all my exams and on summer, go far. Maybe it won't be fisically, but I'll try my best to get my mind really far from everything. I must think in a lot of things, but my head is too much collapsed that I can't think in anything.
Auch, it hurts.
Ich träum' von dem Ende.
2 comentarios:
Basicament estas asta els ous de tot i poses bona cara, això és tindre valor i no com jo que no puc ni parlar!
Raquel recorda-te'n, plorar és bo! ;)
Cada dia m'agrada més el teu blog :)
No et preocupes, trobaràs valor per parlar amb ella. He llegit abans el teu blog i posa que demà parlaràs amb ella, no?
Gràcies xicotet (:
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